This whole thing with Lisa is seriously messing with me. I can’t help thinking, what if it was Cheryl, Robyn, Dale or Deano?? What the fuck would I do without them?? I cannot imagine what her massive group of friends are feeling right now and I really really feel for them :(

i keep thinking stupid things. I only saw lisa the other week enjoying a drink in the county in peebles. so heartbroken :(

So last night a girl I knew from nights out in Peebles was involved in a fatal car accident. I’m completely fucking heartbroken for all her friends and family. She was only 19 and had so much ahead of her. You see these things in the news so much but never expect it to happen to someone you know. I barely knew her that well but I’m on the brink of tears just thinking about her friends, she had so many and everyone knew her.